She told me that I've already got the skills because she could understand my English. ”Don't worry too much and be more confident in your own abilities.” she said.
When I spoke with her, I cried but it was not due to sadness. Actually, I'd been losing confidence regarding my beliefs, skills and abilities. So I couldn't imagine a future for my life anymore. However I can make choices for my life now. I do not need to feel pressure from anyone.